Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Screw Resolutions.


I have decided not to make resolutions.

This year, getting thinner, seeing the world and sleeping earlier are going to have to take a trip to the wastebasket. 
 
Screw resolutions. You never do half of it anyway. 

Make forecasts. 

2014 will be an unforgettable year, and it will be one of best ones. It might not be the year I magically turn smoking hot and beautiful, but it will be the year I would gain my confidence. I may or may not lose some weight, but 2014 will surely be the year for morning runs and less rice. I would do this for myself, so I can finally know the true meaning of self-fulfillment. It would be the year wherein I won't let society shape my self-perception. Slowly, I'm letting my insecurities go. I'm allowing myself to make room for improvement. Due to my friends' inspiring persistence,  it will also be my first year as a fashion blogger and Instagram user. As a blogger, it would be the first time I would reveal my face in my entries, and I'm proud of it. After all, I promised I would start acknowledging myself as  beautiful, didn't I? 

2014 will be the year I may or may not avoid caffeine, but it will be the year I would have to cut off my daily trips to Katipunan so I can save up for the many things I want. It would be a year of concerts, theater plays, shopping and book hunting. This year will also bring about opportunities. I will venture into designing fandom shirts and hopefully, my creativity pays off. I can see a lot of doors opening for me. I just have to be wise in choosing which ones to enter. 

2014 will welcome more sleep before the second year of my college life begins. There will be more academics, but the weekends would be dedicated for rest. Although I have decided to devote more time to my bed, I know 2014 would also be a year for more parties, late night hang-outs and sleepovers. Like its preceding year, 2014 will be spent living the moment and seeking for that Great Perhaps. It will be 365 days of infinite memories, out-of-this-world antics, completing bucket lists and never-ending surprises. 

2014 will be my year. 

I don't need to make sure of it because right now, I already am. 

Cheers! 

Saturday, December 21, 2013

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU… Well, not really. I want a lot of other things.

can feel Christmas starting to settle in my veins as I pull out my stash of sweaters and enjoy the breezy December nights with my cup of coffee (or hot cocoa since I am trying to cut on my caffeine consumption) in hand. Lights are everywhere, and Christmas carols are dominating establishments with glad tidings and sounds of merriment. The Misa de Gallo has officially begun, and an onslaught of bonus-armed Christmas shoppers taking pleasures in the Christmas rush has been infesting malls, bazaars and shopping centers. 
It is that time of the year again.

Or as the song goes, “it’s the most wonderful time of the year…”

Truly, it is wonderful and magical, but aside from the idealistic, near-impossible Love Actually- inspired Christmas romance and the incredibly impossible desire for God to send down snow in the Philippines, I’ve been thinking a lot about what I really want this Christmas.

Unfortunately, it’s not my two front teeth.

And sadly, it’s not you.

And because I have an unabashed love for making lists, I decided to make one. (Yay!)

WHAT I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS:

1.     Books!
I know I have a pile of them that I left to accumulate dust in my bookshelf, but a bookworm can’t have too many titles in his or her collection, can’t s/he?
What I would prefer (but any novel would be just fine!):




A Collection of Poems by John Donne*
A Collection of Short Stories by Ernest Hemingway*
A Collection of Poems and Short Stories by Margaret Atwood*
The Fire Chronicle by John Stephens (hardcover)
Slammed by Coleen Hoover (hardcover)
Hokey Pokey by Jerry Spinelli (hardcover)
Keeping the Moon by Sarah Dessen (paperback)
Pivot Point by Kasey West (hardcover)
The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood (hardcover)
Blue Sky Days by Marie Landry (hardcover)
*hardcover, pocket-book sized editions please?

2. Fabric Paints/Textile Paints
I’m about to open a small-time business that sells personalized hand painted fandom shirts. These fabric paints, preferably the ones that are bought in a store called Deovir, will really help a lot in this spur-of-the-moment experiment.
If you guys are interested in the shirts, I will soon release the first batch of designs so stay tuned!

3. VIP Tickets to the Phoenix Concert, PLEASE?

Alternative rock band, Phoenix, will be performing for the first in Manila at the World Trade Center on the 21st of January. Their famous hits include “Liztomania”, “Girlfriend”, “Rome” and “1901”.

NOW THIS IS THE FIRST OF THE MANY CONCERTS THAT I AM SO BADLY SAVING UP FOR, AND VIP TICKETS WOULD BE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED. YOU DON’T KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO CHOOSE BETWEEN ARTISTS YOU ADORE AND ASDDFGHJKL YOU ALWAYS END UP BROKE ANYWAY.
For my contact details, please send me a direct message via twitter. Donations are highly encouraged.

4. TICKETS FOR “WICKED” IN MANILA


 “Wicked”, the untold story of the witches of Oz, is a prequel to the famous journey of Dorothy in the land of Oz. It centers on the Elphaba and Galinda, two girls who are very different from each other, yet as differences are set aside, Elphaba and Galinda form a magical friendship.

I grew up listening to Broadway songs, and as a child, I participated in various theatre productions and made a silent vow to myself that someday I would be a successful theatre actress. Though the latter did not come close to reality, I still adore Broadway music and theatre performances. I have done “Wicked” once in my former school, and up until now, I am in love with its songs and its story. I still wish to be the green-skinned Elphaba riding her broom while belching out Defying Gravity’s highest notes, and up until now, I can still relate with her feelings when she sings the lines “He could be that boy but I’m not that girl.”

“Wicked” is one of my favorite musicals, and I would be so glad and privileged if I had the chance to watch it live in CCP. I’m praying I can save up within the 4,500-3,500 range, and I’m also praying that business does well and that the odds are in my favour. This time, I also pray I won’t be too much of a big spender in the next few weeks.

5. A new set of Hexaplus
My Hexaplus set, which have stuck with me since Senior year, has just begun to say goodbye. As the individual colors shade their last breaths, they keep whispering to me that they ought to be replaced by people who look exactly like them.
 And so, you guys know exactly what to do.

6. Guitar Strings
It’s been a while since I last played the guitar using my own guitar. I miss playing and performing. Also, I’ve been itching to make a lot of covers lately, and I’ve got quite a few requests I haven’t responded to yet. A new set of guitar strings (and probably a guitar strap too!) would be very much welcome.

7. White sneakers
Plain white sneakers would be the perfect canvass for this new doodle project I’m planning. I’m guessing you already have an idea of it, so I won’t expound further. I’m doing plenty of DIY projects lately, and they have served as a good breather from the stressful academic life.

8. Combat Boots
My last pair of combat boots circa Junior year have already been wrecked and discarded. Since I’ve lately been into dresses and skirts, I assume these boots would give off a rugged and messy look to whatever girly getup I’m donning. Also, they look good on jeans and shorts!

9. CLOTHES!
Anything new in my wardrobe would be great as long as I dig them. If you still don’t have any ideas on how I dress, here are a few sets to help you:






10. Earphones
I lost my earphones in UP’s Lantern Parade, and knowing me as a music-lover, I can’t live without them. Though I have these massive headphones, sometimes, I can’t really bring them because of their size and because they have a chance of ruining my hair when it’s neatly put up. Any earphones would do as long as they are of good quality. Nothing of the branded Beats kind, please? It would be too much. I’m good with cheap and lasting ones.

11. Starbucks/CBTL Gift Certificates
Being the coffee addict that I am, I am in need of a supplier for my regular caffeine fix. Gift certificates of any amount would be accepted with open arms and an empty cup.

12. Clockwork Angel Necklace
I’ve already pre-ordered one, but I still don’t have the money to pay for it. Since it’s Christmas break, it mean no allowance and no papers to write. I have to figure out a way to pay my due on Sunday or else, the order’s cancelled. Yikes!

13. To raise money to help Typhoon Yolanda victims
YES! I’m finding out how, but my best bet is the under construction shirt business. If it turns out well, part of the proceeds would be donated for our less fortunate countrymen. If not, I could hold a garage sale or sell some books from my shelf. If I can’t touch lives as far as Tacloban, my friends and I could always volunteer in our alma mater’s Christmas outreach or we could go for that trip to a nearby orphanage or charitable institution. There’s always a way. 

So, there. That’s what I REALLY REALLY want.

So, where do YOU come in?

Either you help me with this list by buying almost everything I want or  you watch the play and the concert with me because as of now I STILL HAVE NO COMPANION AND I DO NOT WANT TO WATCH BOTH SHOWS ALONE.

Hah. Easy as pie.

Merry Christmas, folks!